Monday 10 May 2010
Ok, I am a big fat liar!
This only shows how good I am at lying
At deceiving myself...
I thought I am over this
And I had to tell myself repeatedly that it was no big deal.
But when it was brought up again unexpectedly,
it felt like a scab being picked on, with salt rubbed over the fresh wound...
It hurts, it really hurts.
But where can I find a safe corner to lick my wound?
Away from people (even friends) who might step on it again...
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i just wanted to say ...# ;
Thursday 6 May 2010
A sachet of Cafe Nova coffee + a sachet of Milo fusion + hot water...
The result is surprisingly...
Pleasant!
The aroma of milky coffee with a hint of chocolate...
Tastes just exactly like...
Mocha!
Nothing innovative...just a spark of creativity with available resources...
Now, who wants to try making their own mocha?
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i just wanted to say ...# ;
My room feels foreign to me now...
Been staying overnight at either the computer cluster or the library these nights...
Life is a mess for the past few weeks...
This has been the closest point to almost playing with fire...
Just bear with another 40 hours....
I will eventually see light at the end of the tunnel...
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i just wanted to say ...# ;
Saturday 1 May 2010
渐渐被卷入忧郁的龙卷风里...
应该是荷尔蒙失调吧...
这几天好累...好累...
想找个知心的人诉苦...
但无人可寻...
内心的苦也无人可诉...
抓迷藏这游戏每个人小时候应该玩过吧...
现在就想玩一玩...
把自己藏在无人可找的地方...
让自己消失吧...
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i just wanted to say ...# ;
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