<body> My Story..My Life...
...ME, MYSELF and MOI


Sleepypanda
An average girl with big dreams
To spread her wings...
...and fly to the end of the world

...MEMOS

July'10
27th - Management Exam
30th - Submission of CDJM Essay
30th - Nursing Graduation Ball

August'10
6th - Going back home for good and the end of a phase in my life
9th - National Day

...MATES

Kwanie
Jiamin
Thuy
Rong Rong
Joshur
Veronica


...MEMORIES
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • October 2010

  • ...MUSIC


    ...MURMUR



     

    ...MERITS

    Many thanks to Ice Angel for this wonderful layout!

    Monday 30 November 2009



    Looks like it's proper winter now...
    Damn, I am freezing!

    Been experiencing these really bad headaches during the past few nights.
    It first started off in my dream. In my dream, I was experiencing a severe and dull pain in my head that I can't seem to shake off. The pain got so excruciating that I woke up from the dream, only to find that the headache was real. I could just dismissed it if it only happened for a night but that is not the case. These dream-like headaches are happening every night.

    I am really reluctant to go see a doctor...what do I do?

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Saturday 28 November 2009



    Have you ever read those essays you have written in the past and think "How on earth did I manage to write them?"?

    Wish I can find the answer...because I am freaked out by Level 3 writing...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday 27 November 2009



    It has been decided!
    I have a love hate relationship with OMGKPOP SRadioClub...

    Hate how when DJ OTTO (a pun from auto DJ) is on, most songs' titles always appear as ??? on my screen...
    and when I heard a song I like, I have to do some investigation and digging around...

    However, the immense satisfaction you get when you find the answers! That is what I love about SRadioClub. They throw in some nice ballads of artistes who are making a comeback but not actively promoting those songs. These ballads definitely know which heartstrings to pluck at... *major grin*

    My latest catch: Ivy's Goodbye Tears
    My heart skipped a couple of beats when she sang "Annyeong"

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Thursday 26 November 2009



    Realised I've missed Subway sandwich, double chocolate chip cookies, and McDonald's apple pie a lot...

    Thanks Thuy for today!

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday 25 November 2009



    Loved a song I heard a few times in SRadioClub...
    Been trying to find the title and singer of the song but my laptop does not support the Hangul language function, so the title will appear as weird symbols.
    Went to the chatroom to ask anyone if they knew what the song is but no one knew :(

    Then suddenly when the song played just now, a nagging suspicion hit me.
    "That is Wheesung's voice, isn't it?"

    Felt like a detective there :)
    Now that is one mystery solved...and one burden down :)

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Sunday 22 November 2009



    One reason why I don't drink...

    Because no one, not even the guys, will be able to carry me back home if I ever get drunk...

    A good enough reason?

    Thuy, if you ever read this,
    Don't worry about how drunk you got that day...
    We all still love you <3

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Saturday 21 November 2009



    许欣婷, 已经哭过了就不可以再哭!
    就算是气得想哭也不行!

    放飞机, 谁没被放过? 自己就经历过几次...
    可我气的不是被放飞机, 而是到了地点后, 朋友要我先回家然后在等她的电话再出发...
    而一开始时间又是她约的...

    我很多时间是吗? 这样很好玩是吗?

    朋友不是这样当的...

    真的很失望...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday 20 November 2009



    还是哭了...
    鼻子一阵酸, 眼泪突然一颗一颗落下...

    不明白自己到底为什么会哭...

    这种情绪起伏好陌生, 好可怕...
    自己都快不认识自己了...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Sunday 15 November 2009





    This is it! She's the female panda bound for Singapore!
    According to Straits Times (14/11/09), the female panda is still on a milk diet and will be weaned between two and two and a half years old. 'They are at an age where they are most active and adorable,' said the official.
    The one year old female and two year old male are currently in China's panda reserve in Sichuan province.

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Friday 13 November 2009





    Went to watch the Manchester Christmas Lights Up 2009 at Albert Square in front of the clock tower yesterday...
    Fabulous fireworks display...more amazing than the Bonfire Night ones :)
    Rebecca told me that fireworks for christmas lights up are always better and more spectacular than the Bonfire night ones...
    Darn, and to think I've missed two years of Christmas Lights Up...

    And I apologise for the poor quality of the pictures...
    Have to take pictures with my mobile phone because my camera ran out of batteries :P

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Thursday 12 November 2009



    每个人都会长大...

    许欣婷, 你再也不是小孩子了...

    快醒醒吧...不要那么天真了...

    毕竟不是每个人会把约定当真...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;




    Inner demons coming out of my heart and devouring my flesh slowly...

    Scenes from J2 keep flashing across my mind.

    Afraid that the same situation will repeat itself again...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday 11 November 2009


    OMG!

    Just read the news (see, I am a good girl...),
    Singapore will be receiving a pair of pandas from China in 2011 as a symbol marking the strong ties between the two countries!

    Wonder what they will be called?

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Tuesday 10 November 2009


    Almost forget to add this...

    Am very happy today because the pharmacy technician whom I spoke to a few weeks ago remembered my request and brought in an old copy of the BNF! I have the Sept 2008 copy now! She deserves a really big hug :D

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    Have always rely heavily on AZNV's radio for my dose of Asian pop. But ever since it stopped working (due to a server change), I felt like a drug addict whose supplier has run off. :(

    Finally, found a thread about new radio source. One user suggested omgkpop.com although the radio isn't always reliable. Went to try and fell in love with it.

    Not only are they playing all the latest Kpop fresh from S.Korea, they actually have live DJs who will come in at certain timeslots and interact with listeners. Sounds like the real radio broadcasting stations out there, except your song requests (and whatever comments with it) will definitely be played and read out! :D

    Already having fun with the radio! For those avid Kpop fans reading this, do drop by and you might hear me dedicating a song to you :D

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Monday 9 November 2009



    Think I have swallowed a fish bone...
    AGAIN!
    But the weird thing is...
    I do not have fish for dinner...
    So, what have I swallowed?
    o.O

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Sunday 8 November 2009


    Last year, Bourbons cream...
    This year, Custard cream...

    At this rate, things are not looking good...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Saturday 7 November 2009


    Just saw this while reading the news...



    "This handout photo courtesy of the San Diego Zoo shows the zoo's 13-week-old giant panda cub showed off his strength during his weekly exam by pushing up on his front legs and struggling against the veterinarian who was checking his limbs."(ST 06/11/09)

    Ain't he cute?

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;



    OMG!
    If not for a reminder from my mum to read the news, I would have totally missed out on an important world news. The incident at Fort Hood...

    This reminds me of when the 911 incident happened, I was sleeping and only got to know about it on the bus to school next day when I peeked at the newspaper someone was reading.

    Cherie, you better keep up with news around the world. You are becoming too ignorant...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Wednesday 4 November 2009


    At first there was no much reaction from me...coz I know that death is inevitable for him. But as more people asked me if I knew about his death back home, the truth is alowly sinking in. Yet another relative member passed away when I am abroad.

    It didn't hurt as much as when I first knew that my cousin passed away. Perhaps I was not close to my uncle. Perhaps it was how he was not a very good husband and dad to my aunt and my late cousin. Perhaps...

    But then at times, memories come flooding back. How he used to tease me and called me 大路妹 (mainland china girl) because of my braids when I was young. How he used to get me Yakult from the fridge even though I was not allowed any cold drinks due to my asthma. How he used to...

    The second wake that I did not have a chance to attend. One more person to pray to when I get back for the 清明节 the year after.

    Dear uncle, do rest in peace. I am glad that you are free from all pain and suffering now. When you see 家明哥哥 in heavens, do reconcile with him. Keep him company and be the kind of Dad he yearns for.

    Christmas is almost coming, so is 家明哥哥's death anniversary. Dear cousin, if you are reading this from up there, you are still dearly missed by everyone...

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;

    Sunday 1 November 2009


    It's really nice to know that you are being appreciated by someone. A friend from NUH Cancer Centre (where I worked previously as an admin staff before Uni) told me that the sister and nursing admin asked if I would like to return to NUH Cancer Centre to work after my studies because they would love to have me back.

    My friend also added that I am lucky to be spearheaded even before I graduate.

    Now, wouldn't something like that totally make your day? Thank you so much for passing on that message to me :D

     - i just wanted to say ...# ;