My Story..My Life...

Guess this will be an ultra long post...

I am still sufferring from post CNY syndrome...too tired to wake up...mind not clear enough to execute tasks..well, you know what I mean...
CNY this year is an abnormal one because my uncle died last november and my cousin is hospitalised. So can you imagine how cold and lifeless this CNY is? Furthermore, my paternal grandmother is angry at my eldest uncle and his family (as usual the dowager blew her top off) for some ridiculous reasons. (better not wash my dirty linen in the public). And of course, my family went to visit my cousin in the hospital during Chu Xi and Chu Er. My family believes that visiting loved ones during CNY is not 'pantang' at all. My cousin's condition is picking up very slowly but at least he is progressing. I read his medical report and saw terms such as trachestomy, thalessemia minor, diabetic ketoacidosis, anoxic brain injury and septic shock due to secondary infection. I think my mind just went blank that time. Hope that he will be able to speak and walk soon.

And then my work....guess my contract will end sooner than expected, probably in early march. Speaking of which now, I could not bear to leave all my colleagues, especially Faridah, Esther and Hong Pei. I know my boss has requested for me to stay longer, but the chance is very slim because they have exceeded their expenses. Guess I will have to search for a new job soon. OMG! Imagine having to go through all the agony again...feeling disappointed and down...

Heard that A Level's results are going to be released on 2th March...talk about double jeopardy...

- i just wanted to say ...# ;